How to Succeed in Oklahoma

| 16 Feb 2015 | 04:21

    Bill, the Star of The Show "Oooooo-klahoma," I sang, as I watched Susan and her ninth-grade breasts heave with every gasp of air, "where the wind comes sweeping down the plains..." "...You know we belong to the land," Susan and her harem of junior high school harlots sang, "and that land we belong to is grand!"

    "And when we say, Yip-eeyo-ki-ay," me and my pal Shawn bellowed as we watched in amazement as Eve Bloomburg, who had bigger breasts than Susan, did a cartwheel, "we're saying you're doing fine Oklahoma, Oklahoma, OK!"

    With that, the crowd of about 300 students gathered in the auditorium for the afternoon assembly applauded wildly. Not for us, I'm sure, but for the chicks. Well, and him.

    Bill. The star of the show.

    The kid who got to sing opposite Susan. The kid who beat me and about 10 others out for the starring role. The kid who was captain of the football team. The kid who was the star of the baseball team. The kid who was captain of the wrestling team. The kid who played first trumpet.


    The kid with one arm.

    Fuck, how I thought I hated him.

    "Guess what, Dad," I said to my father one Sunday afternoon, while he was busy watching me first hose out the two-car garage we had in Greenwich, CT, followed by the bicycle garage.

    "What?" said my father, as he sat in the shade under the large rock we had in the side yard, on a lawn chair, sipping iced tea.

    "Our chorus is putting on a play, and guess what play it is?"

    "Well, if it isn't How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying, I'm not interested," he quipped.

    "But it's a good play," I insisted.

    "If it isn't How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying and you don't have the Robert Morse role, don't bother telling me about it."

    But I did anyway, as I hosed out the corners of the filthy garage, watching spiderwebs, sparkplugs and dead mice wash by.

    "It's Oklahoma," I explained.

    "Uh-huh," he said, more interested in making sure I hosed down the walls as well as the floor.

    "And they haven't picked the lead yet, so maybe I'll get it!" I exclaimed.

    "You? Get Gordon MacRae's part? Never," he scowled, as he poured himself another iced tea. "Maybe you could get the Rod Steiger role, Jud, because he was ugly. But I doubt you could even sing half that well."

    "I could sing as good as Jud!" I yelled at my father, who was, as usual, pissing me off.

    My father said nothing as he watched me continue to hose out his parking space.

    "I guess maybe you should play Jud," he finally said, "because then you would be killed."

    "Fuckwad," I mumbled under my breath.

    "What'd you just say?" my father yelled.

    "Nothing," I said quietly.

    "You're damn right you said nothing. That's because you are nothing. I have nothing for a son. A useless nothing," he bitched.

    "Sorry I'm nothing," I moaned as I began moving out bicycles from the other garage so I could hose it down.

    "That's okay," my father replied, "I have two other sons. Maybe they'll amount to something. Maybe even get Robert Morse's role in How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying."

    But they never did, either.

    "George," said Mr. Cott, our chorus teacher, "you have a really powerful tenor voice. You could be the lead in this musical."

    "Really?" I said to the old and balding guy with the big black glasses. "I could be a lead?"

    "Sure," he answered, assuredly, "your voice is so pure. How do you sing such high notes?"

    I looked at my teacher, sitting behind his desk after class, with just me in the room. Alone.

    "I dunno," I answered, "but my stepmother says it has something to do with a guy named Hubert."

    "Hubert? Is that your father?"

    "No," I answered. "My father is named Lester."

    "Then who's Hubert?" Mr. Cott asked.

    "I dunno," I replied, "but his last name starts with a T, because she always calls him by his first name and last initial. She just says something about me not ever going to reach him."

    Mr. Cott laughed and told me to run off to the auditorium, where rehearsals for Oklahoma were to begin.

    Later that afternoon, I found myself sitting next to my pal, Shawn, who spelled his name like a girl. I used to ask why he didn't spell it S-E-A-N, like James Bond did.

    "I don't know," he'd tell me, "but I think it's because my parents really wanted a girl."

    As Shawn and I sat and talked about how we were both going to try out for Curly, he walked in.

    The kid with the one arm.


    "Aw, fuck," said Shawn, with his flaming red Irish afro, pasty white face and red lips making him look like a clown. "Looks like Bill is going out for Curly as well."

    "How do you know?" I asked him.

    "He's the captain of everything, and gets laid more than a carpet. Of course he's gonna go for Curly," answered Shawn. "Why else would he be here?"

    "Hi guys," Bill said.

    We said nothing.

    "How are you guys doing?" he said, looking in our direction.

    "Are you talking to us?" Shawn finally said.

    "No, morons, I'm talking to the wall," he replied.

    "Oh," I said.

    "Of course I'm talking to you, you little pansies," said Bill.

    "We're fine," said Shawn, "How are you?"

    "Great," said Bill, "I'm gonna be Curly in Oklahoma! What parts are you guys going for? The farmers' wives?"

    "We want to be Curly too!" I blurted out.

    Bill just looked at me. Then laughed.

    "What's so funny?" I asked the one-armed kid who was much taller than both Shawn and I, and who was wearing a longsleeved white shirt, with one sleeve pinned back at the elbow.

    "What's so funny?" asked Bill, "Well, one of you looks like a circus clown, and the other, well, you're a little Jew."

    "Curly could be a Jew," I yelled. "After all, he was named after his curly hair. Like mine!"

    "Ha," said Bill.

    "And he could look like a circus clown!" said Shawn.

    Poor Shawn.

    "You guys are losers," said Bill, and with that, left us geeks to go talk to Susan, who was trying out for the Shirley Jones role, and Eve, who was going after Little Ado Annie.

    They got those parts. And Bill got the role of Curly. I remember the next day Mr. Cott announcing who got what role. When I asked him why I was cast as just a nameless farmer, and Shawn as "Man Number Two," Mr. Cott smiled and just said, "Ask Hubert T."


    Rehearsals for Oklahoma lasted at least three months. During that time, every weekday after school we rehearsed like crazy. Even though Shawn and I just had a few lines here and there, we were required to be at every rehearsal because we sang on almost every song.

    Our favorite parts of those afternoons came when it was time to square-dance with the chicks in the chorus. I had this thing for a girl named Winnie Wilson, and Shawn liked Stephanie Carr. When it came time to dance, we'd try to get as close to these females and their chests as possible. Once I even grabbed Winnie's tit. I told her it was an accident, and I was reaching for her hand. I think she knew I was lying, but smiled anyway.

    Shawn had no such luck with Stephanie. She'd dance as far away from him as she could, and joked under her breath to Winnie that Shawn was an "Oklahomo."

    During this time, I was also on the wrestling team with Captain Bill, the one-armed "killing machine," as our coach used to call him. Bill would wrestle the same way every match. When the match would start off, wrestlers in the standing position, Bill would throw his nub into the opponents neck, and trip him with his opposite foot. Then, when the guy was on the ground, Bill would get him in a headlock with his half-an-arm, and turn him over. Then he'd pin him. The whole match usually only lasted 30 or so seconds.

    "That guy is a killing machine," Coach used to tell all of us, "why can't any of you little pussies do half as well as that? And Bill only has one arm!"

    But we were used to hearing that. The one-arm bit. Those of us who were on the baseball and football teams heard the same thing. Actually, I wasn't on either. Varsity, anyway. I was JV. That meant I was on the B-grade team. I didn't want to be there at all, but it was my father's brilliant idea that I become an "athlete." Anyway, I never really got to play, I just sat on the bench most of the time, if I wasn't getting other teammates water and towels and stuff.

    And every coach would say the same thing. Why couldn't any of us be like Bill, the one-armed kid? And all of them had a point. Bill was amazing. If he was in centerfield and a ball was hit in his direction, he'd catch it with the mitt, throw the ball up in the air while tucking the mitt under his chin, then throw the ball to whatever base it had to go to. And he never fucking missed.

    The same with football. He'd never miss. He was the quarterback, and after he was hiked the ball, he'd throw that pigskin like it was a homing missile. Incredible.

    Bill was also great on trumpet. And he let everyone know it. During marching band and orchestra rehearsals, he'd play solos and Chuck Mangione songs during warmup, just to show off. All the girls would always fawn over him, and it made a lot of us sick. I remember once bitching about it to my dad, who told me I was sick for being jealous of a kid with one arm, and that if I didn't shut up I might only be able to see out of one eye.

    One day, after one of those long afternoon rehearsals, one where I actually got to feel Winnie's ass, and a fine Canadian ass it was, I found myself alone in the boys' room with Bill.

    "How's it going, Jew?" said Bill.

    "Do you even know my real name?" I asked him.

    "Why should I?" he replied.

    "Because besides being in chorus with you, I'm also playing football, baseball and wrestling with you," I explained.

    "So?" said Bill. "So are lots of other guys."

    "Well, my name is George," I said.

    Then I stuck my hand out to shake his.

    Then I realized what'd I done.

    But it was too late.

    My right arm was already extended.

    And Bill didn't have one.

    "What are you trying to do, Jew?" yelled Bill, and with that, jabbed his nub into my throat real hard.

    "Sorry," I managed to wheeze out, but it was too late. I saw fury in Bill's eyes.

    "I'm gonna kick your faggot ass," he told me.

    Then he did. After alternating his nub and his fist to my face, he tripped me with his left leg, and then got on top of me.

    "Please stop," I literally cried, as tears rolled down the sides of my face.

    "Fuck you," was his reply, as he actually nub-slapped me on each side of my face, over and over.

    "I'm really sorry," I cried, "really, I am. I didn't mean to make any comment about your missing arm!"

    "The only thing you'll be missing," yelled Bill, as he stood up and started kicking me, "is your teeth!"

    Bill continued to kick my ass, and finally left me on the floor in a bloody pulp. After I finished crying, I was too ashamed to take the bus home, so I walked.

    Finally the week came where we were to perform four shows. Three of them were during school hours. Two at other schools, and one at ours. Then there was the night show.

    The one that scared me. Because my stepmother, brothers and sisters would be there, as well as my dad. And I didn't want them to see me onstage. In a bit part. Wearing brown corduroy pants instead of jeans, because my dad and stepmom were too cheap to buy them for me. Even though I'd saved up five dollars in allowance money for them.

    So the week rolls around and we do all the daytime shows. Bill, of course, does a great job as Curly, and the rest of the cast did just as well. I actually have fun with Winnie, and at one point Stephanie actually begins to like Shawn, and they do hold hands during the square dance scenes.

    Then the big night comes along. And we're all nervous. The whole ninth-grade chorus. Everyone. Our parents are there to see us.

    I even saw Bill twitching around before the show.

    Finally, the overture ended, the curtains went up and our final and most important show began.

    "There's a bright golden haze on the meadow," sang Bill, as the audience was exposed to him in his cowboy hat and one arm all at once, "there's a bright golden haze on the meadow."

    After a few "ooohs" and "awwws," Bill continued. "The corn is as high as an elephant's eye, and it looks like it's climbing clear up to the sky," he sang.

    We all then joined in on "Oh What A Beautiful Morning," and the crowd went nuts. They clapped, whistled and sincerely enjoyed it.

    The show continued and by the end of the whole thing, after Jud gets killed and Curly marries Laurie, the whole place was singing along.

    "Oooook-lahoma, where the wind comes sweeping down the plains," we heard everyone sing along with us, and we smiled.

    After a standing ovation, lots of our parents came backstage. I watched as Shawn hugged his mom and dad, who both had curly red Irish hair like him, and I smiled as Winnie introduced me to her mother and brother. I also watched as Bill's dad came backstage to congratulate his son.

    "You did okay," he said to his one-armed kid, "but next time I think you can do better."

    Bill said nothing.

    "You have to prove that having one arm doesn't make you any worse than anyone else," his father went on to explain.

    As his father talked to him, I could see one single tear well up in Bill's eye.

    And I felt terrible.

    Then Bill looked over and saw me looking at him. The look on his face is something I'll never forget. Pure grief.

    On the way out to our brown paneled Chrysler station wagon, my father pulled me aside in the junior high school parking lot and talked to me alone.

    "George," he said, "that kid who played Curly, he had one arm."

    "Uh-huh," I said, thinking about how Bill's dad must be disappointed in everything his son does. From football to baseball to band.

    "Well I'm glad your chorus didn't do How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying," my father explained. "A one-armed Robert Morse would have been simply terrible."

    "Fuckwad," I mumbled to him once again.

    "What'd you say?" he asked.

    "Fuckwad," I said clearly.

    "That's what I thought," he said, and with that he hit me in the mouth so hard my gums started bleeding.

    The next day at school I saw Bill in the cafeteria, seated at a table full of cheerleaders. And I smiled.

    He saw me smiling at him, and just in the very corners of his mouth, smiled back.

    "What are you smiling about?" asked Shawn.

    "In a land of men with two arms, the one-armed man is still king," I said.

    "What are you talking about?" asked Shawn.

    "Nothing," I told him, and with that, motioned for him to follow me to a table where Winnie and Stephanie were sitting, waiting for us to join them.

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